Usually i wake up at 10 but now i am waking at 6 i am feeling strange like i have a virus on me that is giving me depresion . Yesterday i cuted my self with the knife and i felt powerfull . My mom is taking me to the psychiatrist . When I arrive i took my knife from the pocket and I stabbed the psychiatrist . The police come and take me to the jail .... Now I am waiting for my dead .